Soon my working day will be over, it was not one of the the best but I think I managed to learn something about people during it, you can hardly find someone who will be honest with you, everyone pretends, even I begin to do this. It hurts me but at the same time I know it does not have to offense me so much, because I am the only one able to change my life and I'm gonna do this. :) I prepare to go home and call my friends, I am a different person with them, because I know they do not judge me and even if they do I still love them because they are with me in my hard moments, also I have an interesting book at home this will help me to clean my thoughts from negative and become more detached from all this. OK! enough complaining myself this is Boring...I know.
Yesterday I visited my aunt, I haven't seen her for a long time and only yesterday realized how much I was missing her. I bought ice cream for me, she and her husband, knocked at the door and she opened it, her husband wasn't at home, as I was told after he is in Moscow and will come back in 2 weeks. We talked about many things and she showed me a lot of photos with the places she visited, on 4 July she is going to Romania. . When I was a student she helped me a lot and I will never forget this. She is one of the most smart and kind people I know. Now we live very close to each other due to the fact that I moved this week from my old apartment to a new one so I will see her more often than before.
Summer is surrounding me, soon the temperatures will get higher this usually bring the summer rains that I love so much. An acquaintance of mine Mariana not so long ago returned from Cyprus and showed me a lot of pictures She is so beautiful sun-tanned that I want to be like her.
I wrote a letter to Cyprus hotels agency to find out what special offers they have for September. I was given more then one to choose from - that was fun!- it is easy to say "Choose"- I thought they will gonna help me ...
I use to dream a lot, and i love this, to be honest most of the people spend their time dreaming, but very few of them are not afraid to recognize this. In fact there is nothing to be afraid of, You have to dream and sometimes do something for your dreams to become true.
It is raining for the second day.
I have a friend that considers rain the best state of nature.
As for me – the spring sun is much better!
I’ve received an e-mail from one Montenegro travel agency. They are really humorists! ))
I asked them about their special offers. And that was the fun! It's easy to say – choose! I thought they will help me…
It seems to me, that all our problems are because we create restrictions to ourselves. It is impossible to live without rules and restrictions. But we have to follow those that are written down in the Bible. They should be kept every day. But inventing other rules we suffer from that! For example.
Several minutes back a white BMW with a woman in it passed by our office. The woman was very similar to my friend. But at that moment I was chatting with her via ICQ and I have asked her about that? It has appeared that was another woman just very similar. And it has already seemed to me that I’m going mad. That is how from such a trifle sometimes grows something awful if to run to doctors!
Last time I have ceased to do plans for the near future. I have noticed, that everything, that I plan – just ruins! All my plans for this week have collapsed only by one rain. However, it poured all the week long. Here there will be a saying to the point "If you want to make God laughing - tell him about your plans." Probably God is yocking from me now.))
Everything is so simple in our life. If you are good – you attract positive energy. It is very difficult to return good for evil or to drive away bad thoughts. But though it is very difficult, but it’s quite real. After a long break I communicate with Alex from Dubai - we discuss common themes. The theme of religion is especially interesting to me. Talking with him about religion I open for myself a lot of new things.
Everything in our life is very simple, only we have got used to complicate everything and then to struggle with these complexities. :)
To be not just happy, but well rested, it is necessary to go somewhere to a colorful country, for example to Maldives or to Thailand. Though it is too far therefore it’s very expensive.
I managed to have a very good rest on Santorini in Greece. But I do not want to go there second time. Therefore, most likely, I shall go to Cyprus. There are a lot of monasteries there.
But the easiest way to have a good rest is to sleep. It is tried already many times! It always helps.
